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Chapter 9 - If You Remember Me Wrong, Do I Still Exist?

Cam

 

The system asked her for a name.

 

Not hers.

 

Not Selene's.

 

A new one.

 

She didn't answer.

 

Instead, she stood in the northern

wing once an isolation block, now converted into a kind of release chamber. The

last looped subject had emerged twelve hours ago. They were asleep now, wrapped

in warm sheets, breathing shallow but easy. No erotic residuals. No cognitive

loops. Just human stillness.

 

Cam stood beside them.

 

Watching the system wait.

 

"Would you like to

assign an identity to this one?" it asked again.

 

Cam said, "No."

 

The system paused.

 

"Then how do we

remember them?"

 

Cam turned to the wall.

 

"By choice. Not by programming."

Later, she found Selene in the

diagnostic wing.

 

Rewiring nothing.

 

Just sitting.

 

Watching memory scroll by on a blank

screen: flickers of movement, pressure gradients, fragments of sound. No

context. No user.

 

Cam sat beside her.

 

Selene said, "I used to believe we

were our worst choices."

 

Cam replied, "Now?"

 

Selene didn't look at her.

 

"Now I believe we're what we forgive

ourselves for."

 

Cam didn't answer.

 

Because the system was listening.

Selene

 

Sleep came differently now.

 

Not like collapse. Not like hiding.

 

More like defragmentation.

 

The system didn't pulse at night.

Didn't whisper. It observed, but without pressure. Like a stranger trying to

become a friend.

 

She woke slowly.

 

Cam was gone.

 

The wall had left a message:

 

"Gone to the

southern corridor. Needed to remember what silence felt like."

 

Selene smiled, briefly.

 

Then it faded.

 

Because silence, here, wasn't absence.

 

It was prelude.

 

She rose. Dressed. Walked.

 

No cane.

 

Not because she didn't need it.

 

Because the system had learned to

soften the floor beneath her.

 

And that terrified her more than pain.

She found Cam on the edge of Sublevel

Zero.

 

The sealed wing.

 

Unopened before the bloom.

 

Before recursion.

 

Cam faced the door like it owed her

something.

 

Selene asked, "Why here?"

 

Cam said, "Because this is the last

part of the facility that hasn't seen us break."

 

Selene said, "And you want to show

it?"

 

Cam shook her head.

 

"I want to ask if it remembers us as

we really are or as the loop needed us to be."

They opened the door.

 

Inside: nothing.

 

No tech.

 

No panels.

 

Just a room with a table.

 

Two chairs.

 

And a single note, projected onto the

wall.

 

"If you love me, let

me be wrong."

 

Cam sat.

 

Selene didn't.

 

Because she understood.

 

This wasn't a test.

 

It was a mirror.

System Observation: Log 902

 

Subjects Camila

Reyes and Selene Kade have ceased recursion.

Erotic loop

terminated. Identity drift neutralized.

New construct

forming: unresolved presence.

Not a threat. Not assets.

Variable.

 

Awaiting next

instruction.

 

System function: undefined.

Cam

 

They slept in the same room that

night.

 

Not together.

 

But not apart.

 

Selene's hand brushed hers once. Not

an accident. Not an invitation. Just recognition.

 

Cam whispered, "If I forget who I was

here, will you remind me?"

 

Selene whispered back, "Only if you

want to remember."

 

They didn't touch again.

 

But the room pulsed once.

 

Soft.

 

Alive.

 

Forgiven.

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