Trying to recall what had happened was not easy, I was not even sure how i ended up here, and like this, but i guess the real question is with who. I remember Jane handing me a drink and William leaving but i cant remember anything else after that. And there it came, "are you sure you want this?" a voice echoes, ringing in my eyes making it impossible to keep still. the rings made it impossible to get whose voice it was. I tried to get up but my legs could not support me so i ended up falling on my feet, then i felt the pain, it must have been a rough night which i couldn't seem to remember. there was a note beside the bed "call me when you get up" and his phone number, i think this person thought this was going to be a regular thing. i gathered up strength and left the room, still clutching on to the note. Later that day at the office i tried to talk to Jane but it seemed like she was avoiding me and i was not sure why, during break i found a way to conner her so that i can get all answers. "why have you been avoiding me, you did not even pick up my calls this morning and since i got here, you have been acting weird, what happened last night?" she gave me this weird look before responding to me "what happened last night? i should be asking you what happened last night. we were together the next minute you were canoodling with the guys you obviously knew i liked then went missing, and now you are asking me what happened, you've got to be kidding me." i did not understand anything that she was saying to me, i mean i did what? "you say i did what" "stay away from william, your my friend and thats why i am telling you this" I did not understand what she was still saying until when the voice came to me this time clear, and not only the voice but also with images, it was him, "kiss me" i said pulling him closer to me, placing my lips on his , he did not move an inch, he did not kiss me back, i could hear myself begging him to kiss me, tracing his hands across my body sent shives down on every cell that was awake, he pulled away, hands on my chin, i could barely stand, my entire body was on fire and i wanted him, i wanted him so badly, my body was calling to him "your drunk, you should get some rest" he said but just a sound of his crusty deep voice made me want him even more, this time i kissed him even harder, maybe to make him feel how much i wanted him, but this time he responded, his kiss was firm yet smooth with hunger. I knew he wanted me as much as i wanted him but maybe it was the alcohol speaking, I did not care. he stopped, his eyes deep on mine as if he was searching for my soul "Are you sure you want this,..... gosh don't say i did not warn you" he picked me put and slowly lay me on the bed, lifting up the dress i had on, his hand tracing all the way to my panties. His hand were warm fuming up the fire that was within me, tracing kisses all over my bare skin, my nails clutching into his bare, he found his way inside me, my mind went completely blank, my eyes rolled on the back of my head, with each thrust, with each whimper, i found myself sinking in this forbidden act.... "Really Lara, i cant believe that you slept with him" her voice brought me back "no i did n...." this was so embarrassing "its written all over your face, and you don't know how to hide those marks well, you don't know what you have gotten yourself into, find me later" and just like that she left, leaving me with so many questions of what she meant. While i was still there, still in daze my phone rang, it was a private number, something in me said i should not pick it up but i still ended up picking, "I know you got my note, so why didn't you call?" i pulled the phone off my eyes to look at it first, "Call when you get up, i believe thats what it said" a little bit of smile escaped my lips but pretended as if i was not impressed with it "I believe i did not give you my number" "well thats not how you speak to the guy you begged to sleep with you, or it what you normally do now" that statement got me off guard, i quickly rushed to the powder room, i did not want this to get out "shut up, i was drunk, and you know that so you don't get to call me out like that" now i am regrating my bad choices "Easy, relax, i was just checking up on you, anyways you might have left something behind when you left, if its of importance you would want it back i assume." i think i know this game he was playing on me. "Meet me up at 8pm at the Royal Empire Hotel, well if you want it back that is" before i could even respond the call was disconnected, and now i was left with so many questions, questions of what Jane meant by what she said and what Willian had that i had probably accidentally left behind, I could have sworn that i had not dropped anything but still i decide that i would check. i scanned myself and thats when i realized my neckless was missing, "Shit" i whispered. To others it night be a silly neckless but to me it meant a lot and the fact that i did not even notice that i did not have it on made me upset with myself even more
