Just what was wrong with me?
How could I allow him to jerk off in front of me simply because I felt 'responsible'?
This was definitely a line on its own and we were crossing it.
How will I ever be able to face him after this?
I looked uncomfortable with the idea and he could see it.
"Jo-Pil, you don't have to suggest such an idea." He said. "I can take care of my business on my own. Just... Don't try to push yourself too hard."
I gulped.
He probably didn't want to do it with me when I looked so against it like I was being forced into it.
"I'll head to the bathroom and..."
I quickly grabbed his arm, barely since I couldn't see. It was a good thing he was still standing in the position he was in before I tied the blindfold.
"I... I want to do something for my master as well." I said. "I want to. It's just... I'm not used to it but I'm sure I'll get over it. Please, Hyung. Let me help you."