>>Amber
A gentle breeze blew past me, making me close my eyes for a second.
The whole thing that happened just now made me think about things again.
I find myself drawn to Hael again.
Why did my affection for him never die?
What I held for him was obsession, not love. Because if it was love, I wouldn't have hurt him, would I?
...
The answers were complicated.
I wasn't a normal person in my first life.
I let out a sigh with my mouth closed and opened my eyes to look at the stars above. Was it not merely an obsession?
I did fall for him at first sight... My love for him was quite innocent then. But because Hael wasn't showing affection to me I turned toxic and insecure pretty fast.
It can't have been love.
I…I hurt him so much in my first life. I tortured him…
I didn't do that this time… But…
I recalled the first time I saw him
