Blake said nothing to me after my revelation.
I imagine that he was insanely angry with me because even if I was his supposed sister, Asher was more of a sibling than I could ever be.
They were brothers and best friends too
To say I was distraught was an understatement, I thought I had made my choice and until a few minutes ago, I was very sure of it but now I wasn't so sure anymore
It seemed like that singular choice of mine had destroyed so many things and it was like wi had no control over anything at all
I had thought that maybe if I continued giving myself reasons to believe that Rashiel was the rational choice that I would end up believing it
Maybe, I had also thought it was unfair to Rashiel but at the same thing, right now I was being unfair to Asher the same way I was avoiding being unfair to Rashiel
The silence in the car was so defeaning , almost painful
