I can still remember the moment she stepped into my life as a friend of my babysitter bee and she would treat me like a man like a equal like nothing else mattered not time not gender it just me and her in our own lifetime our garden of eden so why did she try to kill me with the cult that apparently my babysitter was trying to sacrifice me to and give my lifeblood to some kind of demon like really my babysitter and my older crush tried to do me in but left like no evidence not even blood from I try to protect myself but people treated me like I was crazy and found needing of medicine and therapy or to be caged like a wild animal I love the fact my parents don't even believe me and it clear they thinking I am out of my mind and off my rocker my name is Cole and high school is hard up and sometime biting me in the ass with sarcasm and irony along with a rough side of puberty and growing up oh my only friend who is female is dating and pretty close to my Bully who sometimes if I could I would smash his teeth in who says a little force is not needed and violence does not solve anything has clearly not read a history book and is not living in the real world so a clear shock to the system and the way their tiny little mind when their parents are not around to save them and pick up after their mess when they are about to be done in by those very people they treated like shit and who they thought sheep because a the wolves are in the hen house and b Patients are running the asylum so yeah so the only they would make it in life is money from their parents or doing in their parents and getting the insurance I shit and or inheritance if any damn the world really has gone to the dogs in a time of both war and peace where hate and love are blurred walking a tight rope on fire because damn I need a girlfriend and people whose attitude won't fuck with my day I remember everything that night but still people think I am crazy I mean look at the shit on the news and Internet than try tell me I am crazy mess up and fucked in the head only than can your parents get my condolences for raising an idiot idiot anyway today I am so spend after getting to school late on my bike than getting chew out by my teacher for being late than to make me even speechless Audacity of some people my therapist thinks and actually says I need a girlfriend and a good laid to fuck the crazy out of my system apparently not the words that were used but I get the point I do need a good laid because at this I am going to end up a 70 yearYou old virgin Proving the myth of men who turn 70 while still being virgins, transforming into wizards damn I know it's both pathetic and crazy that a girl who tried to kill me with a cult that my possibly insane baby sitter who most likely was the cult leader and it just says so much about about me that I am in a point of life that said girl is the top and mostly top girl I would to be my girlfriend I am crazy aren't I I am both amazed and disappointed it took me this long to consider the fact that I might and I mean might be crazy and my parents are right I need professional help so what so my parents can pay for someone to talk and drug me screw the fact my mind be fucked and money does not grow on tree shit I am really lost in thought today so much so I am actually in class without remembering anything related to the subject of the class it's a really screwed up life so far I think the best term to describe it would a fubar like a major mission in life gone to shit before it could even begin anyway today marks the day that a transfer students who just walked into my class looking like a younger maybe younger sister of the insane girl who I mentioned earlier who could possibly be the most eligible for crazy bad girl of the year and crazy love interest is supposed to be toasting it with the witch as it were still am I fucking crazy or is it my dick talking but yeah she'll hot and my mind is begging me not to listen to my dick decision process and not to stick in it crazy like any other teenager who would probably not be able to read the class reactions and the fact she looks like a crazy bad girl who would most likely be a pretty much rip off of a crazy girl flash back from the past who like literally my type of hot crazy mess and b fuck it I am so interested if though this shit is probably going to go sideways real quick but dick over common sense and clearly I am talking in my head and crazy so I have no common sense so this is clearly a situation with a big red sign that says stay the fuck away and don't put your dick in crazy or don't think with what's in between your legs who knows survival instinct are a thing still I never knew a girl could both be so arousing and scary as she enter my classroom I totally had a moment where I was like totally not thinking like with what's in my head and only with what's between my legs like seriously she looks like the type of girl i would not take home but if I kiss her my parents would like be holy shit Cole good job on not being a useless loaner anymore not my words just what's on the fence seriously Cole get a grip remember rule number one don't stick your dick in crazy but is that really a rule . It's like common sense and a General rule of thumb . Still she totally reminds me of Sonya I bet if I check her bellybutton their be a piercing and a tattoo on her ass how do I know that I might have changed Clothes with her before or more like I acted like a Perverse Peeping Tom . But still I got to get my shit together . Don't just don't remember my babysitter had some kind of dark magic thing going on with her little group or more like cult . So maybe and that's a big maybe she's Sonya and this is a trap. But Cole that's just crazy talk . What's she gonna do if she is back . Some nefarious trap where she gain your trust and lures you in to a trap after kiss you or inviting you over in a sexy manner. Like get a grip am I that hurry that I am delusional and that paranoid clearly I do need help like really sexy help. Damn it me stop stop get your head out of the gutter and stop thinking about the possible tattoos . Shit shit her Skirt just rode up a bit as we walked to the next class I got to be her guide since all our classmates our chickenshits with the spin of a worm in shit like fuck I am all alone with her and this happens like fuck is that a tattoo on her thigh and is she looking in my directions with barely hidden amusements. Like damn I am blushing and looking away basically, confirming that I saw something and was staring like a Lucky, pervert . Basically, confirming that I liked what I saw. This girl is a tease . Oh shit that look is smoldering with sexy ok that basically confirms this might be
Sonya? So basically she sexy and smart said I belong to her the last time I saw her and she is sending signals that she wants to go have some us time like Embrace each other time and not the not so innocent intimate way we used to in the graveyard of how many ancestors. Man if I had them my guy friends would've been jealous beyond belief and appalled at my lack of survival senses like don't pick your dick in crazy and don't let her get so close least you end up handcuffed to the bed but who am I kidding this is not some harem anime with yandere unfortunately it's real fucking life . So sticking
Around and falling in love with a crazy teen who is order than you at the age of 12 has real Consequences unfortunately love is slippery slope when it come to a case of dealing with a crazy girl who is part of some dark devil worshiping cult well not like I am any different my interested in things like that is anything but normal. You can just look at the book subjects on my shelf at home and you will automatically assume I am a perverse dark occult scientist with a narcissistic personality nut case with doctor Jekyll and Hyde syndrome . So what if the girl I am interested in and is interested or more likely Obsessed with me is more than a little crazy who am I kidding she crazy like me a scale of 1 to 100 of our insanity would Measure over 1000 who ever got that reference thanks for proving the nerd cliché and what is love but crazy coincidences mix together to formulate a storyline and this just so happens to be where I reunite with my crazy crush who seems to have come back from the dead like a huge middle finger to the whole sale law of nature like wtf is god talking a break letting the devil run free holy shit maybe the others are back too fuck like wtf why does everything go to shit while shit be going go right forward for once instead of backwards that what's I feel right now has my mind taking a vacation because there is no freaking way this is happening but wow like shit getting kissed no just kissed locking lips with the girl who looks like and almost reeks of crazy just like my older crush fuck tongue god damn I see I see I see nothing now get off crazy before my dick does all my thinking and my Self control takes a vacation kissing while thinking with my lower ghastly lower half and now being seen with her in the lunch room court yard listen to music while sharing ear plugs like does she want me want me like again young me could not really respond to her feeling because of the other fucker in the cult but like now she's playing incredibly soft right now for some reason I feel like things are going to light up like bang or going to shit like oh fuck that . Yeah so sooner or later just like a guy in a horror thriller where a guy gets involved with a girl who has a few screws loose and ends up getting into dangers deadly situations . And so it begins I got a invitations would not gotten before like sure as fuck not from my bully who is my childhood's friends boyfriend like once again what kind of fucked up childhood friend dates their childhood friends bully like who the fuck does that . Am I crazy Ranting and raving over small issues like maybe I the background protagonist need some Serious help. Any way I finally asked the soyna lookalike what her name is supposedly, and apparentlyt two contradictions I sure her name is Amy . Hell yeah I just ask her to go the party with me .still it's not fair or funny that's she reminds me of her or that she's sounds and feels like her like I got to get my shit together. So the next day came with the same bullshit different die anyway last I had my first wet you know what and this is Beyond embarrassing so yeah lets fast forward a bit . A few days later and I still recommend not to stick your dick in a crazy woman God, for all I know could be playing this sick joke . Like some sarcastic humor. This could definitely be my former girl. I swear there's signs of crazy in her eyes.Crazy bitchs Beware. Better stay out of the way because she certainly won't have any mercy on you. So began Another day with my Parents not believing in me thinking I'm crazy again. The new girl not so new girl now. Still Who am I to say she's crazy she sure acts rational. That still there's something about her that reminds me of a certain someone.