" Right ? I can't believe it also, I didn´t even see this little human yet and yet I would be able to die for him "
" Stop this whole nonsense about dying, you are forbidden from dying before me "
" Alright, alright . Then I will make sure to dress nicely to your funeral "
Rene joked
****
*a few months later *
" What did you just say ? "
Mira asked with a horrified expression and a shaky voice
" I am sorry…."
" This can not be true "
Mira collapsed to to her knees "
" Honey "
Eason got down to her level worried for his wife
Mira had gotten the worst news she could ever think of. Her sister had died
" I was a friend of your sister Rene she was a great woman, on her last breath she had told me that she dearly apologizes but she begs you take care of yet another burden "
the nun looked down at baby Avner who peacefully slept in her arms
Mira tried to be strong and somehow managed to stand up. She went closer to the nun and leaned her arms shakily, it almost looked like she was preying. The nun then finally put the baby into her arms and her eyes were drowned by tears in an instant, Mira could barely see anything but one thing she got a glimpse of, were his eyes
" He has her eyes…."
By holding little Avner into her arms she got deja vu of the day Rene was first born and she got to hold her in her arms Mira couldn't understand how could someone feel like the happiest person alive and yet feel so dead inside, holding him was like she was holding Rene and yet she knew that Rene was gone and this little creature was what was left behind from her….
" Rene would often come to church and she would talk about you every time, your sister loved you a lot…."
This was the only thing the nun could do in that situation, talk about her
Eason was quick to catch her shift in feelings and took Avner away from her hold
Mira´s sadness soon turned into anger
" Where is that son of bitch ? "
the question was very random in this kind of situation but the nun understood right away
" He disappeared, he is nowhere to be found "
" He disappeared huh ? "
" I am afraid so "
***
" Look at you, you are looking great but then again you are my son so of course my genes are running strong "
" Right, I do look great...with my looks you could say that every woman would be interested in me at least a little …right ? "
" Of course "
Rene was talking with her child
" Then why wouldn't she ...? "
Avner talked more to himself rather than asking his mother this question but Rene understood it right away non the less
" Ahh ... .you mean the beautiful girl from outside don't you ? "
" No "
Avner got all shy for no reason
" Is that so ? "
and Rene couldn't help herself but tease him
" That´s too bad ….I actually liked this girl "
" Right"? "
Avner fell right into her trap and sounded to enthusiastic about his mom likeing her
Rene looked at him with a ´caught´ you face and Avner accepted defeat
" So is she not interested in you ? "
" No …. "
Avner sounded melancolic
" Hhmm ….well you should try harder "
" I will "
" Looks like she took great care of you, so I wouldn't say she doesn´t like you at all "
" Really you think ? "
" Mh. she worked hard for you to be able to open your energy she took care of you when you were sick and even now the moment you entered the shield she blocked her eyes and ears from stopping her from hearing or seeing anything that happens in here "
" Are you saying she left me here to die, isn't she afraid that whatever is inside of me will attack me ? "
Avner looked up as if looking outside to Nephthys
Rene could only giggle at her sons foolishness
" No, she just gave you privacy. It looks like she knew I was the one blocking your energy. What a wonderful girl she let me meet my child instead of just destroying the shield herself "
Rene was really grateful for that
" Really ? "
" Yes. You have great taste my son, well done "
Rene put her hand in the air waiting for a high five and Avner proudly high fived her
" Do you love her ? "
Rene asked and Avner got serious all of a sudden
" When I first saw her I thought I didn't like her or at least I tried my best not to "
" How so ? "
his mom asked
" At the beginning I didn't know it myself but later on ...well actually very soon I realized that I was afraid,afraid of how fast my feelings for her were growing. I thought this feeling was going to pass but the more days pass by, the more my feelings grow for her ...and I don't know what to do with myself, I don't know how to react when I'm around her, I am afraid of how much I want her …."
" Looks like you are down bad, you are beyond irreparable "
" What should I do ? "
" Make her fall for you, cause you are definitely not getting any better from now on, you will only get worse "
"....."
" However it will not be easy, this girl is broken beyond repair "