My eyes fluttered open, his arms still hang around me holding me tightly, I feel at ease in his arms, it's somehow different to how I feel when I'm in the arms of Damien, somehow more comforting. I peer up at him through my sleepy eyes, he lays there unmoving, not heartbeat, I'm reminded once again that he is technically dead. The sunlight shines through the open window, and I wander if that may be making him weaker, it's not directly on him but it might still be affecting him. I try to slowly leave his arms, as I wish not to wake him. As I sit up on the side of the bed I feel his hand grip around my wrist, he pulls me back into his arms manoeuvring his arms around my waist and chest,
"Don't move," he sleepily whispers into my ear as he snuggles into my neck pulling me close to him, I can feel him getting hard against my butt,
"I was going to close the curtains", I say to him, "doesn't it make you weaker?", a turn around to face him, his dick now rubbing up against my inner thighs.
"Only direct sunlight affects us, this doesn't affect us, just stay lying with me a little longer", he responds giving me a quick kiss on the forehead. I move myself closer as the feeling of him being in between my thighs turns me on a little, "If you move any closer, I won't be able to control myself," he whispers, his voice deep and seductive. I move my hand down his torso towards his pants, he is only wearing boxers now, he must have taken his jeans off throughout the night. I quickly realise him from his boxers, his dick slowly falling out of the hole I unbuttoned, I move my body closer to him wrapping my leg around him, his shaft rubs up against my pussy, "God your so wet already," he says eagerly, "I told you I wouldn't be able to control myself if you moved any closer, are you testing me?", he sneers,
"It's your decision what we do next," I reply as I rub myself up against his shaft again, the tip of him hitting me in the right places, he pulls my chin up to face him,
"You asked for this he smirks," as he places a kiss against my lips, it's short and sweet as he pulls away from me looking at me in the eyes, the shade of blue his darker now, you can see the burning hunger radiating in his eyes, he rubs himself against me again and again as he pulls me in for another kiss, his hand entangling itself in my hair at the nap of my neck as this kiss is more passionate then the last, I open my lips allowing him in more, our tongue intertwining as he continue kissing. His hips continue to thrust his dick against my pussy, I get wetter with every thrust, my pussy burning for more, needing more, he does not let my head go, does not allow me to get a breath in, moan after moan escaping my lips as he gets faster and faster. I try to push him inside of me, but he does not budge, the urge to have him inside me gets harder to ignore, he pushes me off him, climbing on top of me as he pins my arms above my head,
"I won't have sex with you," he sneers, "not again, not until your truly mine, one hundred percent mine, not until your no longer with that wolf," he holds my arms pinned with one hand around my wrist as he takes the other down to my pussy, he moves my G-string aside allow him more access to my pussy as he starts to rub my clit, he rubs soft but fast at the same time, he continues to do so for what feels like for every as he just watches me in anticipation, moans escape my mouth again and again, "god your so sexy when you moan, I just want to watch you moan forever," he whimpers, he continues to make me moan, I can feel my legs beginning to shake as I hit the start of me climaxing. A smirk falls on his face as he releases his hand from around my wrists and kisses his way down my chest to my pussy, he takes my pussy into his mouth, licking my flaps taking in the juices that flow out of my pussy. He starts to lick and suck at my clit, peering up at me as he brings me to the brink of an orgasm with his tongue
"God, you taste so nice, so sweet, so delicious," he moans, he holds my chest down with one hand as he licks me until I cum, I try to fight to pull away, so I don't cum all over him, but he continues to hold me down, as I cum into his mouth, licking up whatever falls away. My body falls limp the heat of my climax ending, he lays between my legs his head resting on my chest,
"Oh god, what time is it?" I question in a slight panic, I try to check my phone on the bedside table, but he pins me down not moving an inch as I struggle to try and get to my phone.
"It's early ok, you have time to lay here a bit," he replies,
"How would you know that?" I exclaim, "It's not like you've looked at the time yet",
"I've been alive for many years Amaris, I know what time it is by the way the sun is sitting," he explains a slight condescension in the tone of his voice. "It's about 6am, it will take you about an hour to get to school and your class starts at 9am, you have time".
"Fine 15 minutes, and then I should start to get ready for school, wait I don't have clothes!",
"I had someone go out shopping last night while you were showering, they grabbed a few things you can pick from them," he snuggles into my chest, his arms wrapping tighter around my body.15 minutes pass slowly, my alarm on my phone for me to wake up at 6:30 goes off making both Felix and I jump a little, he reaches to turn it off, not moving off my body, I try to struggle to get him off me.
"Felix let me out I need to get ready," I laugh, he pushes himself up and kisses me on the forehead,
"Ok fine, but next time you're in bed with me I won't be letting you out so easily," he jokes, I get out of bed, heading to bathroom to have a shower. After I get out, I wander into the room, to see clothes hung up neatly on a clothes rack, most of the clothes I see are black, grey or white, but amongst them I can find a nice red crop top, I pull it over my head after putting on a bra and choose to wear tight ripped black jeans that has some nice details to them and a black leather jacket, I pull on some studded black heal boots and sit on the couch. I pull out my make up kit I had in my bag, which Felix happened to retrieve from the top of the cliff last night, and start applying my make up as my hair sits wrapped in a soft towel on the top of my head. I decide to curl my hair today after finishing my makeup, they seemed to hair all the hair tools a girl could need in the bathroom. About an hour later Felix returns with a plate of breakfast, he gently knocks on the door before entering and sitting the tray down on the coffee table. I pick at the food as Felix sits staring at me,
"I'm going to look into finding out more information regarding your mothers death, and into that notebook your dad left for you," he states out of the blue, compassion sits in his voice, I choke on the bit of bacon I had taken a bit of as he says that.
"What?", I question,
"You should know what really happened and honestly I even want to know what really happened," he says as he gives me a little kiss on the forehead, "finish getting ready, I'm going to wait downstairs, I've some things to talk about with my brother. When you're ready I'll drive you to school," his voice is calm when he walks out the door, closing it behind him. I only take few minutes to finish getting ready, I grab my bag and my phone and head to the lounge room, ignoring all the texts left on my phone from Damien and the others in my pack. I find Felix and Nex sitting on the couch talking,
'You won't touch her dad you hear me', Felix says anger rising in his voice,
'It's not that I want to hurt him, he was my mentor', Nex replies, 'but he betrayed the whole clan, even if it's not us someone in the clan will find him and kill him, he would prefer one of us do it, at least then he will know that he taught us right',
'She won't be able to handle losing another parent, not now',
'Don't tell me you've fallen for her so quickly?" Nex questions, annoyance obvious in his tone, Felix stares at him intensely,
'She's to be my wife, of course I have to care about her well being, I can't have her unstable if she's supposed to help me rule our clan, she has to be able to make sound decisions that will impact everyone', Felix replies calmly,
'Oh my god, you have fallen for her', Nex laughs hysterically, 'Well she's been listening to our conversation for a few minutes now, you should probably drive her to school', his eyes fall onto me while he speaks, "You look nice Amaris, those clothes really suit you, You almost remind me of her" a smirk creeping onto his face. "See you soon little brother, we will continue our conversation later", he says as he gets up from the couch and vanishes quickly into a different room.
"You were talking about killing my dad again", I say quietly, a tear welling up in my eyes,
"Unfortunately, it's a conversation I have to have", He replies as he grabs my bag and leads me down a hall into a garage. The ride to school is shockingly quiet, he doesn't say anything to me after that, it's been about 45 minutes by the time we pull up to the school, we're riding in quite an expensive car so when everyone's staring at us while we pull up, I feel embarrassed.
"You're talking about killing my dad and you don't even ask for my opinion, but you expect me to be your wife and help lead the clan", I howl,
"How am I supposed to ask you if we should kill your dad or not, he betrayed us Amaris, it's not even a conversation I'm supposed to be having, it's our laws", he shouts at me, "I'm only thinking off letting him off…",
"Because of me", I shout, "Because you don't want me to be damaged?",
"No! Because I've fallen for you and I can't stand the idea of you being hurt", he replies,
"Fallen for me you barely know me"
"That's where you are wrong, I've been watching over you for years, I found you and your mum years ago and I've watched you grow into the person you've become", he says grabbing my hand, "I hated watching you cry when your mum died, I can't watch you go through that again", I shake his hand away,
"You've been watching me?", I look at him shocked, "and you didn't think to reach out to me earlier, you just watched me be sad and pathetic after my mum's death, watched me go to bars and hook up with random guys", I open the door to the car, wanting so badly to be as far away from him as possible, without thinking the words fly out of my mouth,
"Go kill my dad or whatever you have to do I don't care, but don't think you know me or that you're in love with me because you watched me for however many years you did", I shout at him before closing the door to the car. Everyone around me turns to look at me, confusing obviously shown on their faces, Damien turns around to look at me, relief, disgust and anger fills him,
"Amaris",
"Amaris", both guys yell my name, everyone starts murmuring around me about this encounter, Damien comes running towards me while Felix climbs out of his car, the pause and look at each other, Damien abruptly changes directions and runs towards Felix, grabbing him by the throat,
"What the hell are you doing with her?", he yells,
"She spent the night at mine, why do you care?", he replies snarkily, "you don't seem to care enough to tell her the truth, not about who she is, or what happened with her mum", he sneers venomously,
"she's my girlfriend, of course I care about where she is and who she's with", you can almost feel the anger radiating from his body, I stand there silently wandering if they would notice if I left,
"You better remove your hand from my throat before I bite it off", Felix comments nonchalantly, I quietly turn and walk away, I can't be bothered dealing with them this early in the morning. I slowly find my first classroom, trying to figure out everything I've learnt over the past few weeks, as I come too my class room I can hear my pack talking about well nothing to interesting. I waltz in and take my seat saying hi to those who say hi to me, and patiently and quietly wait for class to start. Before I can recollect everything I hear Damien yelling down the hall,
"Amaris!", I can still hear rage in his voice, he comes bolting through the door right up to my desk,
"what the fuck were you doing with him, him of all people?", he yells at me, I look at him sternly, everyone in the class turns to face us, embarrassment filling up my mind again,
"Sit down and shut up, I'll explain everything later", I reply, trying to stay as calm as I could,
"No", he shouts, "Answer me now, did you sleep at his place last night? Did you fuck him?", he blurts, rage builds in my core, I can feel my wolf ready to break free and pounce at him,
"Sit down", I growl, my Alpha side making an appearance forcing him to obey my commands I can feel my eyes change colour, and by the looks on the faces of my pack they saw them too. He slowly sits down, you can see him trying to fight the command,
"I'll explain everything later, but considering vampires and werewolves are supposed to be a secret having a conversation about them out in the open isn't the best idea", I sneer at him. I spend the rest of the classes before break trying to figure out what I'm going to say to him, I can't tell him about what happened in the forest, or about what happened this morning. 'Maybe I can just avoid him?' I question. But to my unfortunate life, as soon as I leave the class room for the break Damien is standing right in front of the door, he grabs my arm and pulls me away, his grip is hard and rough, hurting my wrists as he pulls me away from prying eyes. I find myself losing my footing as I try to keep up with his pace as he leads me to the roof of the school. As we stumble through the rooftop door, he lets go off my wrist after aggressively pulling me through the door, forcing me too fall onto my knees, he stands towering over me,
"so, tell me what the fuck you were doing with him all night that he had to drive you too school", he shouts, "I know you left school with him early yesterday! What the actual fuck Amaris! I'm your boyfriend! How could you spend the night with another man?", I look at him both shocked and slightly frightened but mostly mad at him for lying to me,
"Well what about you Damien", I scream, "You've been lying to me since we've met!", he looks at me confused,
"What? What do you", I cut him of mid sentence,
"Felix told me, he told me that werewolves killed my mother, that I'm also half vampire, a vampire from a royal bloodline, when were you going to tell me that! Huh! That my dad is going to be killed because he betrayed them, I mean seriously you just weren't going to tell me?", all the rage and frustration coming out in my words, I bring myself to my feet and move closer to him, "I mean how could you not tell me something like that", I shout as I hit at his chest, "I've been trusting you one hundred percent since I got here, and you decided to leave out the fact that my dad is going to killed, that I'm probably going to be killed, that this pack or some other pack killed my mum, seriously my mum how could you not tell me something like that", tears build up in my eyes and start to pour down my face without consent, I continued to hit at his chest until he was backed up against the door we came out of,
"Amaris, we didn't kill your mum, yes another pack did a rival pack but I didn't know how to tell you, you were still broken because she died, I didn't know how to tell you how she actually died, and we thought your vampirism was gone since you were turned into a werewolf after she died", he says sincerely trying to console me, he tries to take me into his arms, but I shake him off,
"No! You don't get to blame me for being broken for not telling me the truth", I yell as I take a few steps back, "I trusted you and you lied to me about so much", tears continue to stain my face as I look at him, the colour of his eyes have changed, they don't show concern or sincerity, all they show is possession.
"So, why did you have to spend the night with him?", he asks,
"He took me to the cliff at the edge of the forest, where you guys seem to hold the rituals for the leaders or whatever and he told me everything there, after he told me I sat there trying to process everything and when I got up I slipped and fell into the water, he happened to have still been near by and noticed I didn't resurface so him and his brother came in after me and brought me out, by the time I woke up it was already late and I was at their house and I didn't have a car so I slept in one of their spare bedroom", the reason quickly spills out of my mouth, frustration builds again as I want this conversation to end,
"You could've called me, I would've come and picked you up", he yells, "I'm your boyfriend I would've done that for you, I would've been there for you",
"Yea well his going to be my husband so I guess it doesn't matter if your my boyfriend or not", the words fly out spitefully, my eyes shoot up at him after I realise what I just said,
"What!", he shouts, he moves forward, with every step he takes I take one backwards, "What the hell did you just say? His going to be your husband? Is that what I heard?", he grabs my wrist out of anger, pulling me towards him,
"let me go", I fight at his grip, "you're hurting me", I scream at him,
"Does that mean you want to break up with me?", his eyes turn red, I can feel the anger radiating from him, I can feel his need to turn, to let his wolf take over, I can hear all his thoughts through the bond our wolves share, 'how dare she treat us like this', 'we took care of her pack, her mums pack while they abandoned us', 'she should be licking our paws', 'she wants to leave us for that freak', 'she's probably already fucked him, she probably fucked him last night', 'she was broken and a slut when we found her', his thoughts are overwhelming and forcing their way into my mind, I try hard to block them out but am unable too, "You want to leave me for him, you want to leave me for that blood sucking freak don't you?", he yells at me, the rage I felt after hearing his thoughts, after having my wrists being gripped so tightly I can feel the bruise forming, I can feel my heart beat rising and my core body hear rise, "let me go", I bark, my eyes turning red, forcing him to obey me again he lets my wrist go, he tries to grab at me again but I quickly dodge him, "leave me alone", I shriek as I look at him frightened,
"Amaris", he says, I can see the anger dissipating from his eyes, as they are filled with concern and regret, "I.. I didn't mean to", he tries to pull me into his arms, but I push him back he stumbles back a few steps,
"Don't touch me", I shriek, "Don't ever touch me again', I yell at him, unable to access the door without going passed him, I turn around and run for the edge of the building and jump from the edge. I land abruptly on the ground below and run into the forest leaving him, my car and everyone behind. As I run through the forest, I feel all my feelings pouring out into one, RAGE, shortly after I shift into my werewolf. Running through the forest as a werewolf is so freeing, you can see and hear everything, the smell of the soil, the breeze from the ocean, the chirping of the birds, and the squeaking of the squirrels, even the footsteps of the deers from the other side of the forest, I can see and hear everything even down to the blades of graze rubbing up against each other as the wind blows through the forest. I run to the cliffs edge and jump without thinking, my wolf hates me for it she doesn't quite like the coldness of the water. But she swiftly has me up to the surface swimming to the beach side, a few of the beachgoers scream as they see a wolf swimming up to the beach. But I ignore all of them and continue running, running to the one place I feel save at the moment, to the one person I feel I can fully trust at this time.